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Sometimes... you're all I have left to turn to.
When everyone is gone, it's thoughts like you that are all I have to come back to. To keep me going in some very small way without feeling pressured or judged. You hardly ever change, you never leave, and you don't take me the wrong way when I make a mistake. You're both always there with your bright little faces...

I feel like I'm insane talking to you two in such a way, as I know neither of you are in any way real but...
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I don't know what I would do if I ever lost either one of you...

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Keiko and Pepper are precious to me
I don't care what their story is or how convoluted their origins were. Quite frankly, they were both crack crossover offspring that in hindsight didn't make sense. But ever since they were created I cherished them. They've been a coping mechanism for me to keep on going each day, seeing their cute adorable faces all the time gives me comfort.

I may not talk about what makes me cry anymore, all it does is just makes people feel worse around me without helping either of us... but it's still there. And I have nothing to let it out on except for these two.

I had some sort of mental break down a few days ago where I just broke apart once everyone in the house left. Afterwards, I wrote that above and went into Kisekae, just to make something like this quick and easy. I'll just post this collage as a birthday present to myself... I didn't want to get rid of it. And that music box song, up there, that is the song I go to whenever I just want to let it all out when I'm alone.
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I'm sorry this happened to you. Let me know if you want to talk on anything